the words from her heart...

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  • n sorry,, i xnk jumpa dgn awak sbb saya takut saya akn buat macam2 ngn wak
  • i mean i takut, iakn hurt u lagi..
  • n the main thing,, i takut i will hug u n say pls dont leave me
  • sbbkan ini... aq x kuat khobi.. aq x sanggup terima perpisahan ini..
  • perit ,, pedih,,, benci,, syg,, rindu,, geram,, sedih and all bercampur together
  • aq x mampu n aku x sekuat mana pun..
  • pls.. im really sorry
  • awak nk benci aku pun aq x kisah.. wak nk ckp aq pentgkan diri pun aku x kisah sbb aku tahu,, aku sume ini adalah untuk kebaikan kita

MY LIFE

THE THING HAPPENS ROUTINELY IN MY LIFE :

WHENEVER I START LOVE SOMEONE, SURE THEY WILL LEFT ME ALONE.

UNLUCKIEST GUY

All I understood was that she was the girl I sat up every night thinking about and thought we are made for each other. However, I realized she is not made for me. I am the unluckiest guy in this world. T~T

this is wat in my mind

sehingga sy xpernah nak avoid wak.... tapi aq rasa2 wak avoid xthu knp... dlu mcm rapat... tapi skrg mcm dah ada jurang.... dlu selalu bully each komen each other ... tapi klao skrg komen pun terus kena delete...dah berhenti komen...dkt wall aq.... x thu knp...
rasanya aq nak deactivate terus hilangkan dri dr u... sorry aq just luahkan aje apa yg aq fikirkan .... aq xthu sembunyikan dlm mcm org lain.... aq akn terus bgtaw ape yg rasa dlm hatiku... soorrry klao hurt wak

why.... why...why

Every gurl tat enter my life have their own meaning. But I don't know y whn evrytime they enter n eventhought I try not to accept them,, but they make me fell in love with them. Y????????? this gurl also has her own meaning to enter my........... I dont know y she want to do so,,,,,Y?????? y she want to hurt me alotz..... y???????? is it called LOVE????? for me...it is not! its juz called SUCKS......

I can't understand ...

I can't understand her.... What is she thinking in her mind... Does she hate me? Does she like me? Why sometimes she hurts me? Then why suddenly she talks nicely to me?

Sometimes she says she like me and love me… but sometimes talk rubbish… 

I am not sure she will read this.. But the thing I am sure of is my love on her won’t fade forever. I <3 her so much. I miss her so much. When she will understand me?

Frustrated
because I can’t tell if it’s real. Mad because I don’t know how you
feel. Upset
because we can’t make it right. Sad because I
need you day and night. Angry because you won’t take my hand.
…Aggravated because
you don’t understand. Disappointed because we
can’t be together, but still I’ll love you forever.

Whenever I tried to forget my past

Whenever I tried to forget my past life.... there are some bunch of friends remembers me the things and hurt me a lot. Already most of my friends left me  because of my fault. I know what I did. I regret it. I am not anymore like before. But they still point the things out and hurting me... Why?? Why?? Is there no second chance for me?? I am completely started hate to live... I am really felt alone. There is no one for me..